This Sucks!
I'm utterly lost
I feel like I'm merely exhisting and no longer living
someting has got to change
maybe I've got to grab life by the balls again and not give a damn what the rest of the world thinks.
I'm done wearing my heart on my sleeve it's only caused me grief
I'm done trying to fit some mold of normalcy that was set for me by someone else.
21...yeah the year of big things. What big things....the big slap to face the remind yourself of just how much of a screw up you seem to be in your neck of the woods.
Maybe 2010 ill be the un screw up I don't know.
I'm venting here...because I'm pissed off at the world right now. Pissed off at no one in particular just pissed off.
I have the birthday blues that for sure.
Nothing to do to night.
No one to spend it with.
A family who is trying to change me to fit what they think is right and proper.
eh what ever.
Cheers for the day
lets see if it does not get any worse.
It better not!
I'm one of positive energy and thinking good thoughts.
But I'm running out of those and the day is only 57 minits old.
am I that hopeless?
seriously?
oh well.
Someone tell me im not hopeless or crazy and remind me why I'm here please?
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Dillinger has the Bday blues
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2 comments:
Big belated birthday hugs, sweetie! I'm sorry I missed it. Your vent here has great rhythm, like a rap. 21 is a difficult year, I know, but you hang in there. You have a brilliant mind, lots of energy and a bright spirit. This world is brighter by you being you. Let your flag fly, so your people will always find you.
great rythem huh lol wasn't going for that but thank you. It's alright and thanks for the late bday hugs.
lol ofcourse i want a bday cake cuz i never got one. But i got to move furniture. Then last night I sliced and diced up my baby right finger on a fancy ass kitchen veggie cutter.
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